Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Cloudy mind

The hardest thing for me as of late has been to sit down and write.

Its been that way because I have been going through a range of emotions. It's been rough and my mind has been cloudy...

I wonder how many things have I missed not being able to clear my head? I wonder how many signs I have missed not having a clear head?

It makes me think of what must have been going through Jesus' mind the week leading up to his crucifixion. If he wasn't going through it before, I know he had to have been going through it then... There is now record of what he was going through except for in the Garden. It is there where we find out that he is going through some crazy things. His thoughts can be found in Mark 14:35-37. He goes to God twice and says to him "Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt."

The thought of the Crucifixion had to be crushing his spirit because he prayed more than once for God to take the responsibility away from him....

I wonder how cloudy his mind was at that moment.. I wonder if God had been trying to tell him you don't have to go through with it, would he have been able to hear him?

This happens to us at times...we get so distracted by life that we can't hear God.. We get so caught up in our emotions and what we are going through that we lose focus on our mission and stop listening to God...

I challenge you to spend sometime in a quiet space, giving all your cares to God, and listening to what he has to say...

What is your relationship?

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