I want to ask the question to make you think a bit. Who are you? Are the one who everyone goes too when something needs to be done? Are you the one that sits and just chills? Are you the person who has a list for everything and everything for a list?
How do others see you? How do you see yourself? Sometimes people see us for not who we are because they don't know our history. Have you ever had someone say that you are the worst person in the world because you didn't bother to think about someone else in something? Have you ever had someone look at you and think you must be out of your mind because you followed your heart instead of what they consider to be the "rational" mind? These are things ot think about when figuring out who you are.
The only opinion of you who you should worry about is God's. I know its hard to not take to heart what others say, but, when you hit a point when you're no longer walking in the world, then nothing else matters but doing God's will. Not saying it'll be easier, but it will become second nature to you when all you do is get up in the morning and you're doing what God wants you to do.
